well my life has sent me many places but i`m most depressed where it sent me now....i just lost my best friend and he died in a car accident its hurt me bad but not only that i`m losing all my friends and idk why i guess its one of those things it makes me wonder what i can do many ppl kno my biggest secret not everyone but i`m also most ashamed of that becuz it put me in another position that makes my friends leave i guess they just can`t take the pressure of getting involved anymore and then they move on
I have heard the thign everything happens for a reason it isn`t till recently i understood wat that meant and i`m finally agreeing to that everyone has a purpose....but it always feels like i don`t most ppl were born to help other ppl most were born to hurt other ppl some were born for normal stuff like cheerleading football or basketball or gymnastics....idk why i have no purpose thats the only part of everything happens for a reason that i don`t get.I`ve looked into my secret hoping to find a purpose and now i still have nothing but maybe if i look deeper into it i`ll know my purpose....i think i finally know my purpose.Almost all my friends know my first journalark Heart if you don`t remember i`ll show it to you"The darkheart is a monster that is a side between good and evil only one is chosen and somtimes the side is nuetral most of the time the side is bad only a small percent is good nobody ever uses it for good becuz of the cost it takes you bttr hide if the new darkheart chooses bad it destroys everything in its past"well you just heard the journal i finally know my purpose.....i`m am jake the darkheart....i am the darkprince i finally know my purpose of birth but which will i choose good bad or both?idk....